Mel! ♥

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Okay sugar bunnies, I've moved! Finally :) But this shall remain here. I'll prolly update once in awhile. Catch me on Tumblr! And stalkers may proceed to fb instead. LOVEEEEE.

XOXO,
Mel

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Hiatus.

I miss my boyfriend,

Adrian Wong Shao Ming.

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When you're dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part. Wondering if you could stay my love, would you wake up by my side?

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Here comes Sunday.. I woke up really early again. I started thinking and I sat on my bed wondering. I very much wanted to sleep again because I could feel the ache all over. Maybe its just me. But I doubt he has even this to bother about & the cycle repeats itself. Tell me that I'll get through this and not allow things I promised myself to go wrong. Right now I look damn chui.. Probably this is the outcome of not having proper rest for the previous few days or something. Hahha. Someone came along, offered me a hand to pick me up and move along. So I'll be strong.

I wanna see this. I've found out what I really want in life...



Hmmm... this is the northern light. And I've really got to see this amazing sight. I wished I was the main character in the show Jumper now. Hey that'd be quite interesting.... Imagine Michy and Yin studying at 4am and I appear right infront of them or something. And I come to and fro anytime I want. Oh well.. Time and distance's always a factor. Haha.. and... wait. Maybe I don't wanna be jumper anymore. 'Cause I'll most probably isolate myself on the moon and sit there forever or something.

Okay right now I've two choices in mind.. It would either be Murdoch or UWA. I am not too sure about it yet and keeping my options open still. Loads of considerations to be made.. Time for a long shower..

Laters.

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edit\ 9:32pm
This is bad. My face is getting effing fat now la :( I should've just listened to mummy and head to bed early and stop drinking so much water before doing so. I look like some weird kid. Oh wait I'm home 24/7 and nobody sees my face. Hmm neverminds. But it wasn't the fact that I didn't want to, but I couldn't la wth. Argh. And I'm down with flu. Naise. Okay everybody! Listen to Low Shoulder - Through the trees tonight before you sleep. I'm damn shag ah. I realized that alone time can be quite good. Or should I say I'm too used to it already. Had my ipod plugged into my ears, a bottle of drink, my pack and phone. And there I was sitting and watching the night turn cold. :)

ALL THE BEST FOR THE REMAINING PAPERS BAGATOFU & PARTNER YIN! LOVE.

XOXO,
Mel
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How come the only way to know how high you get me, is to see how far I fall?
God only knows how much I'd love you if you let me,
but I can't break through at all.

If I walk, would you run,
If I stop, would you come?
If I say you’re the one, would you believe me,
If I ask you to stay, would you show me the way?

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Wasted trip down with mummy and daddy early this morning. Kinda woke me up for nothing, actually... And I'm really tired now. So I was looking forward to the weekends but I guess not anymore? Maybe it was just a little getaway from the busy weekdays in school. Then again, beats not having some time alone to figure things out.. right? Everyone needs it.. But I'm just facing it everyday. I am just hoping I don't start withdrawing into my own world 'cause it'll be really bad..? I don't know. Hmmmm... I'm still learning and finding the way independently though I'll never find an answer to all my questions. It's just human nature.
Thank god, I've got you. And I know you'll always be there when reality tells me I'm all alone. 5 days. I appreciate and I feel loved even though we're continents apart. Planning hard now.. I'll get things written down nicely by the end of December, I promise.

Yawn. It's been a long day...,, Goodnight.

Love,
Mel

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If I give you my heart, would you just play the part,
or tell me it’s the start of something beautiful.....

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YAAAAAAAAAAAWN. Good morning honey buns, I only slept for like, 4 hours. Great.... I even woke up once at 5am. HAHA. Yea I woke up to a bad dream. Several people appeared in it.. even Daddy.. and my fat fur ball. I was so scared I woke up and carried her to bed with me. Sigh. Why is time always a factor....? Its just weird..
and I want back my sleep..

Can't believe I'm stepping out of house at this hour.. Pfft......
Gotta go for lessons later too as well. I better be home early to rest tonight. I feel my body aching everywhere la!

:((((

Okay bye.

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You make it real.